Aish-Creme~

2012-01-20T08:02:00.000-08:00

Assamualaikum

Just wanna say this little girl has grown up..

Im not that gerl u step on each time..

i learned to be strong learning from your mistake babe..

hahahaha,,

Thanks..

2011-10-20T17:57:00.001-07:00

Jauh aku lari utk kejar bus psl tknk kene tinggal nie yg aku dpt. Wow, what a fucking friday. Thanks baby. Aku mmg tk gune pon pe. So better off die then living and trying to survive this fucking friday.. So get the fuck off my friday peeps. I not starting with a good mood. Im just fucking frustated. Fuck life. Fuck love. Fuck you.

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2011-10-20T00:50:00.001-07:00

I dhe ckp tk gune. Wowoww... Im glad. Setiap kali dhe mengutok aku, aku cume mampu berdiam diri. Aku cume sanggop menelan segale perasaan sendirian walaupon perit sangat rasenye. Aku da tak tahu nak ckp ape. Untuk dhe aku tiada lagy ke dlam hidup nye? Aku da tak lagy disayangi oleh dhe ke? Perit sangat terase. Aku terpakse berdiam diri dan telan segale sendiri. Aku bukan siape siape penting lgy dlm hidup dhe kan. Sudah la aishah tk bergune kau ngangis setiap hari untuk dhe. For him your useless what. So just swallow.

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2011-10-19T22:58:00.001-07:00

He jus make me feel that i macam menyebok dlm hidup dhe. Im reallt confused ryte now. I really dont know wht to think. When i tried to say anything or speak up, he always make it as it is my fault. As if i am wrong.. What shuld i do? What what what! I dont wanna lose him but he is like trying to shoo me away from his side. I feel so confused. I dont really dare to say anything coz im scared. So scared. Coz really i got nobody to lean on expect him. But all this pain i just shut the fuck up. Wat for i say, it doesnt really change a thing. Haixxx.. I really need someone to help me. I feel like i wanna kill myself..

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2011-10-18T09:45:00.001-07:00

Why do i always shut myself up when deep inside i am hurt badly. I try to keep all the pain to myself. What the fuck for i share it with people. Coz really who cares right. You make me the bud of alot of your joke in front of people. Why is that supposed make me feel? Happy? Please to you us a joke but pls see how i feel. Im a lady babe and im a human who have feelings too. If you love me, you shuld think of my feelings. Sometimes your jokes are funny but sometimes it hurts deeply. Who do you think i am. Yes i love you so much but your attitude to me in front of our classmate pls behave. I am a girl with feelings. Pls understand.

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2011-09-23T09:31:00.000-07:00

Chacha&Chris brown

perasaan nye chacha...

Tomorrow chacha having open house.. I think tk ramai la sgt org dtg compare to last year. Last year penuh satu rumah.

Im very tired and not sleepy.. how eh?

My eeyore is not home yet ! Cybye.. banyak dhe nye sekejap. Dalam bnyk bende dhe ley bwt dhe gy crik kuching.. haiyaa... bikin wa binget je nie donkey tau..

k bye. <3

2011-09-21T08:58:00.001-07:00

He's my baby

Yes , he's my baby boy that i love <3

Baby jealous tgk my blog tkde gambar dhe.. hehehe.. puas? cukup tak gambar kite baby? tk cukup i ley tambah hehehe...

okey sorry tk update selalu.. First: malas! Second: no time.

k bye !

2011-07-26T00:41:00.000-07:00

Heeloo peeps :))

2011-07-09T22:41:00.000-07:00

Chacha bhybhy

Hello. chacha tahu da lame gile kan tk update nie blog.. i totally forgot about this blog seyy.. So sorry la. coz chacha now busy with school,work,dance.. haiya.. busy women la.. nothing much to update for now.. tata..

2011-02-27T00:20:00.000-08:00

sorry lame tak blog sey 0_o

now chacha quite busy now kan. with skula, dance n lain2. standard, da ite mah. hahahaha :)

now chacha quite happy with my life. tak lonely2 agy.. always have somebody with me :)

yesh; chacha still mish abg. still not bacq with us..

later chat2 more..

tata :>

2011-01-06T10:01:00.000-08:00

u just changed alot n making me suspicious.

2010-12-31T10:17:00.000-08:00

chacha wanna wish everybody a happy new year and lets leave all the misery in 2010 behind :)

im gonna blog about memories i had in 2010 every month. if terlupe dhen so sorry.

January 2010;

-masok skula as sec4 students.

-still with ayeez. happy with him.(i think uhk)

[not much memory]

febuary 2010;

-gaduh like every day with ayeez psl duit.

-Bali performance in school during assembly

-valentine did nt celebrate but receive present frm ayeez :D

-balek kampong like 5days

-celebrate mummy birthday(1402)

march 2010;[worst mth in my life]

-gaduh2 with ayeez like per normal.

-all most broke up.

-MY BIRTHDAY but celebrate on 7/03

-celebration was destroyed by AYEEZ.

-gaduh with him n he had big fight with my friends.

-tpy last my friends juqak made my day :D

-13 march went silent with ayeez.

-went to jakarta

-came bacq frm jakarta, broke up with tt idiot ayeez.

-had night cycling with 4pm, the best night ever.. really cheered me up. meet rudy ther

-after tt got make-up flag day.

-SYF band, tk bez2 jmpe rudy kat sane ;)

-cntct2 dgn rudy for 3 weeks

may 2010;

-120410 was with rudy.

-speech day performance. last dance on stage b4 stepping down :(

- ntg much happened here.

-i think.

april;

-1 moth with rudy.

-arwah mak long masok hospital for like 1 month.

-was busy copping with exams n patah alek hospital.

-rudy frm bukit panjang penat2 dtg simei tgk how im feeling at hospital.

- stupid exams !

june;

- mak long passed away :'(

-spent alot of time kenduri kat umah paklong.

-teman pak long all time.

-alot of cousin time.

-broke up with rudy psl small misunderstanding.

-had alot of stress ler.

july;

-n level oral :(

i cant remember a thing :)

august;

-cntct2 with jack.

- SINGAPORE BIRTHDAy. but i alek kampong :)

-100810; matey wit jack.

-evryday gy n alek skula with hym.

tk ingt ape lagy! :) hahaha

september;

-stupid 1mth wit jack :@

- puase tpy tk. hehee!

-some n level papers.

- 3weeks achievers proggrame. tpy bnyk kali ponteng :)

-21sep, abg birthday

october;

-hari raye

-graduation day bored!

-broke up with jack. idiotic uh nk ingt2 psl dhe.

-did nt go out sgt uh psl n level.

november;

-free!!

-n level dabez beb!

-in a relantionship with dydy on 11/11/10

-muaacckk love dydy so much.

december;

-1mth with my super super awesome dydy

-n level result.

-cousins frm melake dtg spore.

-best merayap2.

-ite course[cnt be bothered]

yeah! at last done!

2010; goodbye 2010. good memories that i will in my heart always. bad n heartbreaking memories i will leave behind with u ok :)

2011; hello 2011, looking ahead a year wih you. hope it will be full of laughters n smiles.:D

my 2011 resolution;

i hope i could change for a better person. pursue in my ite course. make my parents wrong abt what they think n say i am.

to my darling;

i hope we will keep the sweet memories in 2010 in our heart n leave our arguing n fights in 2010 behind. Lets make 2011 a new beginning for both of us. Lets go through all the up and down together. nothing that can pull us apart honey ;) iloveyouacai. ♥ 111110
♥ chach{A}cai ...

[found my romeo]

2010-12-30T00:29:00.001-08:00

F* ikot hati nk lari umah sia! hati dan fikiran lgy tenang

2010-12-29T01:58:00.000-08:00

sungguh ku bersumpah bahawa ku cinta pada mu :)

2010-12-28T23:42:00.001-08:00

chacha syg acai bwt selame lame nyee

2010-12-27T07:28:00.000-08:00

2010-12-21T12:59:00.000-08:00

these few days kan rase mcm lain gytu tau. mcm susah uhk chacha nk kehilangan acai. chacha mcm takot nah acai tgglkn chacha. i just love him so much. acai is like 5years i suke kn dhe dhen skrg matey. mcm a dream come true gytu uhk. i truly seyy love hym. chacha kn siape je. bkn nye lawa sgt, bkn nye pandai sgt. mcm biase2 jee.. tpy really uhk, i mcm tknk kehilangan acai. hati rase tk sedap. asl ehyk? i dont like this feeling!

my awesome dydy; you are the light that brigthens my life. your arms that i wished to hold me tight. your lips that i wished to kiss. your heart that i wished to conquer. your place is in my heart,mind,arms and soul. i just need you and everything else just dont bother anymore. ilove you chach{A}cai

[i found my romeo]

2010-12-16T01:21:00.000-08:00

i just miss you

2010-12-08T19:41:00.000-08:00

a candle would melt and eventually the fire would die. but your love is like the flame that will always in my heart.

2010-12-02T06:03:00.001-08:00

movies and slacks with declared husband and alfy

today had fun and funny;) tgk cite the haunted house project dgn husband n alfy. haha. cite tu is like boring at first coz bnyk bbl but last part was like freaking scary and terperanjat2. kesian husband kene tarik tangan by me. hehe~ criously i was closing my eyes. tpy part tk ley tahan dgn the sound effect quickly ambek earpiece sumbat pat telinge blast lagu. haha. nice3. after tt lpak kat bedok. SOMEBODY takot nk balek sendiri.. hahha.. penakut. check2 aku pon same :)

2010-11-30T02:45:00.000-08:00

chacha ♥ acai

i do not need nobody else but him only that lays in my heart and mind. my love is only for him. my declared husband; nobody else but you only that i love. you are truly my every single need. i miss you so much. just love you dy. no one can ever break our relationship cause it is strong. i love you dydy :)

2010-11-28T13:07:00.000-08:00

going silent...........

2010-11-27T20:09:00.000-08:00

im just so stressed up. but the question that won't stop ringing in my head is why am i so stressed up. i just don't know. help me pls. find me the key to unlock the question that keep ringing in my head. what more i was supposed to do to really understand myself? tears keep dropping down on my cheeks. whats realy true for me to live?

2010-11-23T19:34:00.002-08:00

i miss MUHAMMAD FAZLI B JAMAL badly ..

i love MUHAMMAD FAZLI B JAMAL dearly ..

2010-11-22T11:39:00.000-08:00

had fun with dy today.. gonna miss him sia like hell.. coz nnt lame tk jmpe due to my busy-ness.. haiyo.. stupid sia aishah. i love hym so much man!

2010-11-20T22:35:00.001-08:00

dy, you are the best damn thing that happen in my life. i am gonna treasure every single moment being with u. my heart is only for u. my body is only for you hold tight in your arms. my lips is only for u to kiss. i love you dy.

xoxo; chach{A}cai

2010-11-20T10:35:00.000-08:00

today woke up quite early seyy.. ard 11plus da bgn seyy.. psl nk pi org khawin kat nee soon cc.. ayah nye khawin keje nye anak. haha.. saw my friend nye kendarat there. he was like ' tak habez2 muke kau ehyk beb'. i only walk off n take mkn psl da lapar sesgt2. tgk dhe nye pelamin punye laa grand tpi tmpt dhe kecik laa.. haiyo-_-" wasted!

after that ttm kak la gy KTPH jmpe abg afiq nye father. dok kat sane skjap, dhen go meet dy darling kat tampines inter. he teman me balek jap waited for me to tukar baju. went to century square antar mummy nye swipe card(utk werk). dhen lpak bedok after tt :)

had fun with u dy darling today n not forgetting tt alfy. gerek! hug dy tight2 all the way. i love it when he kisses me all over. i really feels that i am in his heart. his hug that always being felt on my body. i will miss hym so damn much laa.. haixx..

xoxo; chach{A}cai

2010-11-19T07:29:00.001-08:00

bhy, bhy

there is nobody else in my heart accept u.

u filled my lonely heart with that cute smile of yours.

i just dont noe what will happen to without you in my life.

i love having to noe that u will always love and care for me.

i love u acai!

2010-11-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

You fill that empty place,
Deep in my heart,
Where it has been lonely for such a long while,
I hope we never part.
Because if we did…
I don’t know if I could take it..
I’m giving you my heart..
Please don’t break it.
Oh I feel for you so much,

2010-11-17T06:41:00.000-08:00

"bhy i dont want us to be apart 

i tknk ti satu ari kte gado teros kte break i tknk cm tu ........ i syg eu lebih bhy i tknk kehilangan bhy"

bhy, i really love you. i am so happy that u are by side. i am really happy to be with u. i want to grab u and put u in my heart and lock u inside n never want to unlock it. i got no words to describe our love story. my heart is only to u. my head n eyes keep seeing u n nobody else. i truly never want us to be separated. coz u have just fixed my broken heart.

i love u

2010-11-16T10:10:00.000-08:00

let me just say that i love u and never wanna hurt u bhy.

i love u so much acai bhybhy.

2010-11-14T09:04:00.000-08:00

A:ingt nie ehk ... i stead ngn eu bkn kerane i nk badan eu tu sume taw i nk kaseh syg dari eu tu je i mitk dari eu

ok set

me:hmmm... ok i tahu laa bhy..

A: ingt tu jer

me: hehe... u lak tkmo nk bustard i pulak 

A: i lao syg org tu i tk kn baster la. 
eu g lkt la r/s kte.tpy jgn kasi org tau taw

2010-11-14T06:22:00.000-08:00

yes, i did love u but instead u broke my heart into pieces.

u think she better then me kan, dhen go on la..

i don't fuck care

2010-11-12T01:03:00.000-08:00

having we talking every night, laughing at our past or others. when we meet, u hold me in your arms makes me feel that i am safe with u. i loved that about u. u keep making me falling for u. all ur mat reps talk, i love. i will love u for who u are. u always making me laugh when on the phone or we meet. lepak bwh blok with u did not feel bored when i have u and our laughters that surrounds us. having u is enuf to light my life.

2010-11-05T07:19:00.001-07:00

she's the little angle/devil of my life.

cnnt wait for sunday.... abg wan khawin!

2010-11-02T21:52:00.000-07:00

what more can i do ? what more do u want? how long more can i stand all this stupidness? what more do i need to do to have a peace of mind with him? how long more must i wait to get the happiness that we always pleaded for?

come on la aishah. alot more fishes out there. but..... i trusted him. i loved him. instead he just walk away just like that. where goes all ur promises? all that sweet talk was for nothing? so u some kind of sweet talker motherfucker is it? shuld i in the first place have trusted him? it just feels that u are so yesterday to me.but i noe i am gonna be ok. coz a guy like u, was meant to hurt me. i am not gonna fall to the ground coz i am not tt gurl anymore that is gonna fall down to the ground, cry and begging u to help me. ryte now, even u try to push me down, i will stand up and just walk away. coz for me, u are not that worthy for me to fight coz i love u too much. i wanna shout at u to let to noe that i really love u and let that scream go deep in your mind and heart.i feeling confused for your true feelings for me. my heart is not a toy for u to play papa.

2010-11-01T22:04:00.000-07:00

its between me and u. and let the past go

2010-11-01T07:23:00.001-07:00

lets just hope our relationship will last even after u hurt me twice and have pushed me aside before♥

yesh! forgotten about _____ and now had successfully moved on. betol ape yg my friends ckp. move on la gurl dhe tk gune laa... yesh! i did it and proud of it. bye MF. last long wit ur new gurl.

2010-10-28T06:33:00.001-07:00

oopss i m in love with sumbody..

yes, i love u too. hehe. getting to know this guy. bdak ite macpherson. ok i havent met him. planning to meet him next week. pls3 jadi i hope so. best seyy otp dgn dhe semlm :) hehehe. OH NO!! macam da in love je.. haiyo.. how? how? but i want to get to know hym first before anything.. yes, i dont want to get hurt. i noe he handsome and everything, but still i need to get to know hym more deep first. yesterday he said "love u", i was like "huh? ape dhe? okey i love u too" haha.. mcm paisey lak ehyk.. heheh~ haiyo i been having this weird feeling man! maybe it is true i am in love? aishah! no pls dun! i dun want to be hurt like jack did to me.. stress laa.. but .................... yes, i love u too b

2010-10-24T01:51:00.000-07:00

feeling mood-less.

2010-10-14T01:26:00.000-07:00

feeling abit better now.. abit drowsy tpi kene tahan psl bsok nk gy concert sheng shiong live! yeh3. dpt jmpe sezairi sezali.. love love love. i lioke i lioke.. be jealous!!

2010-10-11T02:35:00.001-07:00

so what if i am that bitch u dont want me to be? what u gonna do? leave me? dhen go on..

2010-10-08T22:28:00.000-07:00

081010;

-morning, stayed at home

- sleep till 1 in the afternoon

-waited for hafiz and daddy come home

-ard 6 go to inter meet abg aco n kak ct

-went to downtown eat at sakura

- makan ampi tk le sumbat

-challenge hafiz eat icecream 3pac per person diff flavour

-i won!

2010-10-04T22:04:00.000-07:00

khairul: LoVe YoU 4eVeR..❤^^
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me: love u too my dear

sweet pe anak saudare aku nie.. haha.. kk.. akaq pon sygkn khai..

2010-10-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

sot siak kepale otak. why i keep pretending to be happy when i just want to shout and go down on my knees till u return back in my arms. why cnt u people ever understand how i feel? why u expect me to understand him? n blame on myself instead? i just dont noe what to do anymore. pull my hair off my hair? so fucking stress to be in this situation. aku tak tahu laa nk bwt ape.. satu yg aku syg pegi.. fuck uhk.. ape yg supposed aku bwt? aku try move on tpi ttp jack di ingatan aku!

2010-09-15T21:13:00.000-07:00

what more can i do to save our relationship? its feels that we drifting apart. what more must i do bby? i hate it to see us like this.. why can't u understand what am i feeling ryte now? why are u making my love for u to fade. i just don want this faqrin anymore. i want the old faqrin that i knal2 with and i wanted to be with.. why jack? dlu went i txt u, punye cepat u eply. tpi skrg i kene tgu 1 ke 2 jam utk u eply.u tahu tak betape sakit hati tu? pls laa.. think about it. i yg selalu semngat nk jmpe u check2 nnt ade laa u nye alasan. i sabar selalu tau, i tknk gaduh psl i tknk u pergi. i terlalu sygkan u. i tknk destroy kite nyee relantionship.. tpi ape yg kau fikir, KAWAN, TAKREW? sometimes i put my friends aside just to be with u. tpi nie ke balsan yg harus i terime.? drops of tears* u weren't there when i needed u most. u weren't there when i need a shoulder. u weren't there when i needed some laughters. u weren't there when i miss u. how long can i take this? how much longer can i take all this? how much longer can i stand on my feet all alone? answer all this. i just need some relevant answers from u. not reasons. jack i had done everything, now it is ur turn. i just want to shut my mouth and not say a thing. i wan to see what u gonna do? ade pergi ade balek. u ingt tu. i da penat nk semangat2. i da penat menagih kasih sayang dari u. i had enuf. now it is time for me to shut up and let u do all the saving. i dun wanna be a superwomen saving our love. pls i can't hold us up all the time.

2010-09-15T01:06:00.000-07:00

selamat hari raya..

2010-09-08T23:05:00.000-07:00

happy One-monthsary boyfy loved

2010-09-08T06:16:00.000-07:00

so there is a meaning u being nice to me bitch!!

2010-09-06T19:59:00.001-07:00

hmmmmm.. kimak takde mood sia.. yapyap N level.. paper ok lorr.. SS paper mcm tkde mood pulak nk buat. hmph! faqrin; u think i mother fucking stupid is it?

2010-09-03T18:51:00.000-07:00

sorry if i like let everything out to u in one msg. but i hope u understand how i feel seyy.. i dun wan we to be seperated coz yes i love u so much. aku pon tak tahu nk buat ape lgi. kenape dhe buat aku gini? ape salah aku kat dhe? asl air mata aku mengalir nie? ouch! kepale aku sakit gyle.. hati aku pon da berderai. ade matey pon mcm takde. tak msg tak call.. msg 2 ke 3 je gytu. daa going 3 weeks tak jmpe. baik kan.. asl sak dhe buat aku gini? ape salah aku siak? aku sygkan kan dhe, tpi gini ke aku terime balasan nye? dhe bnyk berubah. dlu part kite belum matey, siang petang mlm jmpe and selalu msg2. tapi skrg da matey, dhe mcm tak heran. suka hati aku nk hidup mcm mane, nk mampos ke? aku tak nk fikir negative tpi dgn perangai dhe? aku lebih rela buat bodoh dgn nie semua dari aku menagih kasih sayng dari dhe. aku kan sape je. kawan and takrew important tau. matey bole put a side sdh kan. gy mampos laa.. by taking this stupid thing, would it makes me feel better? or just a stupid act? aku tak tahu uhk.. aku stress gyle babi nye.. bole jadi gile kalo aku mcm gini!

i heard too many sorrys seyy.. ampi bile aku dapat maaf kan dhe? aku belom lagi jelak dgn dhe nye sorry. kalo da jelak dhen susah tau gytu mcm. shuld i bersabar or just byebye?? hmmm... i just bersabar laa.. aslong as i still love u jack, i will tetap bersabar k. jgn lak pijak kepale. i akan telan segalenye. eventhough i had wasted so many tears for you. betape peit atau menyakitkan hati, i akan telan segalenye sendiri.. senang bebual, de pegi de balek. apape u buat kat i, i ley buat kat u. jgn menyesal apape k b!

grrrr... mane2 aku gy semua pangil aku faqrin faqrin faqrin.. haiyo.. aku daa takde name lagy ke nie? tpy ok jugak ehyk.. haha~ i just wish i could stop crying every single night!

2010-09-03T01:19:00.000-07:00

if u dun love me anymore, just say it. dun make me find out that u are cheating on my feelings and love towards u.it weird feeling that right now u are not giving that attention i needed from my OWN boyfriend. i tak tahu la ehyk nk buat ape? in my heart just suruh bersabar and one day he will realize his mistake. nut i really still love him laa..aku tak tahu laa ape nk buat lagy.. smpi bile ehyk aku nk bersabar? aku tk bole gini smpi bile2 kan? tpi what to do.. haizz... tiap2 mlm aku ngangis terpikir.. asl aku sygkan sgt kat dhe? aku tak tahu siape yg akan phm ape yg aku rase skrg. it hard to lead a life like this tau. i telan segale nyee tanpe support dari sape2 pon. i noe N level coming. but kite also must have time for each other. why can zaki and athira have so much time together and we can't?? i try not to think anything negative... :D

2010-08-31T18:56:00.000-07:00

i very the mendaq!

i miss boyfy so much. kite mcm busy dgn kite nye keje and sometimes we no time for eachother. n i really miss that. i tot boyfy did not love me anymore and have sumbody else. i noe i shuld not tot abt that. but yesterday boyfy was so random. he send me this long msg and saying that how much he love me, how much i meant to him and he dun wan me to leave him. awww hw sweet of hym. he makes me forget all tt negative tots and love hym more more more more........

todays plan?? later buke dgn nani kat geylang.. jln2 cri brg and go karaoke with her. yeah! gerls day out again!

2010-08-31T01:40:00.000-07:00

happy teacher's day to all teachers in Springfield sec

especially to my greatest teachers

(miss tan chew ngee & mr alwyn koh)

to this two craziest teachers: this would be my last year in springfield . i had alot of fun memories to keep with u and 4benevolence. we noe 4B meant alot to both of u. u to0 mean so much to our 4B family. without u guys, our class would be a disaster. gonna miss both of ur childish-ness

After school ard 10.15.. chill2 jap kat blakang 7eleven dhen went to primary school with wani.. we had alot of laughter especially the boy with the alien voice.. haha~ cnt stop laughing man.. AND i saw kenny, my last time class mate. he dlu short,fat and have chubby cheeks really chubby.. now he is taller but his chubby cheeks doesn't change.. haha.. kiutkiut! yah saw irfan also.. haha.. aft go my school, kite go CS jap beli bende. dhen i went home lor.. hehe~

tmr? buke dgn my beb; nani.. maybe go grandlink first karaoke..

2010-08-30T02:19:00.000-07:00

i put these photo is not i like still love hym or i want hym bacq. I just miss hym. his merepek, his shouting, his merajok and his kutok2.. tpy sometimes i feel mcm nk slap his face pulak.. hais.. stress kepale otak..hmmm wat to do? i wish to get u out of my head. please2..let me forget about you and be happy wit boyfy. please2..

MUHAMMAD FARIZ B MUHAMMAD ZAINAL: I miss u.. yes i cnt deny that. i miss hanging out with u. i miss ur kongkong.. haiyo.. why cnt i forget u? tot we could be friends.. but i doubt that.. we always fight. haiyo.. ape nk jdi.. maybe i just don trust ur words anymore ayeez.we were almost reaching that famous happy ending.

2010-08-29T06:37:00.001-07:00

i look fat sia in this picture!!

maybe becoz of my cheeks..

tembam!!

I MISS JACK BOYFY BADLYY!!!

2010-08-27T01:09:00.000-07:00

i dun noe if i miss u or still love u. its just tt memory came back to me after so long i have forgotten about u. i don't know why i suddenly remembered about u. i really dun noe why. now u just linger in my head n i just can't get u out.. Y? huh? i just dun understand. please get out of my head. i dun want to love u again. i just to get hurt by u all the time with u hurting words. please... let me forget about u becoz i simply want to forget u. u just a passer-by to my heart. i am sorry to say this but please let me forget about u..

i just been busy these days. ok i tk puase.. REASONS! boyfy been sleeping and going school for takrew or extra lesson. understand totally.. daa laa.. asalkan i love him and he love me sdh kan kan.. that that..

bye laa.. no mood laa nk update bnyk2.. very sleepy.

2010-08-23T02:55:00.000-07:00

hello dhe..

I AM BORED N MY BACK HURTS..

boyfie; urut kan my back!

2010-08-19T21:26:00.000-07:00

that jack ass below is mine!

hello hello..

hmmm mendaq nyee..

boyf bru balek skula..

n now dhe tdo0..

dhe bulan puase nk tdo je tau.. ):

mendaq!

mummy go pasar kat pasir ris..

tot want follow..

but mcm mls gytu nk jln kan..

hehe~

yesterday................

jmpe boyf kat bwh blok lepak2 with hym jap....

dhen lepak2 wit ayum, man, iman, shahril.

kat street soccer..

dorg maen bola..

i just tgk.. hehe~

after tat lepak kat 432(tk slh uhk)

dhen go home..

otp jap..

dhen tdo!

hehe~

2010-08-17T20:12:00.000-07:00

hmmm..

i just don know..

i just feel very different tau..

why hati aku sakit?

why it feels like i am breaking inside?

i just don know laa..

wish i got someone to talk to..

but how i am goona explain how i feel?

it is so hard to explain..

haiz..

who would understand me?

urh! whats going on with me?

i just can't hold on to this feeling anymore..

somebody help..

i feel like drowning in my own thoughts..

2010-08-14T20:05:00.000-07:00

When i say i love you,

i mean it because

i truly love you.

hello dhe...

hmmmm..

mendaq laa kat umah..

mcm nk klua jee tau.

tpi next week nk klua..

so this weekend tak klua uhk..

haiyo..

tqk tv jee laa..

boyfriend tqh cat umah & kemas2 umah..

jdi anak dare jap laa dhe.. hee*

TO AIDIL JEPON: WATEVER BETWEEN US IT IS OVER K. STOP IT.. STOP BLAMING ON GIRLS WHO ALWAYS BREAK YOUR HEART. SEE YOURSELF FIRST. ARE U THAT GO0D AND PREFECT? STOP BEING A JACK ASS K.. I HATE IT SIA. STOP BLAMING EVERYTHING ON GIRLS, GUYS TO PLAY A PART.. JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND WAY K. MY MATEY NOW IS 10TIMES BETA DHEN U..!

2010-08-13T20:34:00.000-07:00

b, i love u so much...

haha..

k tgh bored.

k laa.. byebye..

mls seyy org nk lyn si cybye nyee aidil..

urh!

k laa...

nk go mandi..

to0dless...

2010-08-13T05:44:00.000-07:00

currently attached to MUHD FAQRIN SHAQIRIN

hello2..

sorry dead blog jap..

was away... very busy with studies..

hehe~

now finished with DnT ade jugak free time..

n my EYES hurts badly..

kene sore eyes.. thanks ehyk adeq for giving it to the WHOLE family!

haizz...

hurts badly...

hmmmm...

good news..

i now attached already lor..

to muhd faqrin shaqirin..

that hottie is mine.. hehe..

090810:D

2010-08-02T05:40:00.000-07:00

oohh noo!!

aishah is in love..

thanks u teman i jogging.

i love you to0..

2010-07-31T02:23:00.000-07:00

mendak siak aku kat umah dgn adek..

hmmm... tgh tgk cite cinee..

tdi otp dgn faqrin.. hehe~

yesterday, lepak with faqrin dgn kwn2 dhe..

dhen kechyk join also..

ok laa.. besh jugak uhk..

kechyk go anuh my kening..

sakit seyy. tertarik my skin..

faqrin pon anuh kening.. actually i don wan seyy..

bey kechyk anuh kan jee.. haiyo lu..

dhen faqrin send me home..

today pagy2 went school..

jmpe ila kat mac, gy makan dlu..

dhen jmpe nin kat 7eleven.

gy dnt tgk my drawer de org main paint jee..wah binget seyy

kene paint balek seyy..

dhen bile balek go smoke wit nawawi first..

dhen go home change dhen meet TTM

lepak dgn dhe kat near my hse..

untill 3..

he have to go bedok de kompang..

hmmm... k laa..

mls nk update lagy.. bybyee..

2010-07-31T01:20:00.000-07:00

cute kan anak aku.. haha..

futuree..

tried the makemebabies.com

wani told me before the site.. so i try laa..

letak gmbr i n ttm..

cute kan kan

anak org puteh.. hehe

2010-07-17T02:38:00.000-07:00

biar ku putus kan saja

ku tak mahu hati ku terluka

hello hello...

yes, i like hym bt i love hym..

haha..

k lame.. i noe..

k now chatting with jali n hamkah..

bored uhk..

later going out wit family go expo..

aishah love TTM

2010-07-16T04:20:00.000-07:00

hari berganti hari

musim berlalu pergi

namun aku tetap di sini

ku fikir manusia punya hati suci

tapi apa gunanya..

hello hello dhee..

sorry lame nk update.

malas uhk..

hari2 balek lambat jee..

penat u noe..

hmmm..

great news!!

i cyg my TTM

haha..

k lame..

tahu tpi telling the truth seyy..

k laa..

wanna cut my hair laa..

byebye..

i love you dumbdumb

2010-07-10T03:08:00.000-07:00

if i wrote a book about where we stand

and the title of my book

would be life with superman

hello hello dhe...

hmmm... very tired seyy..

morning da bgn gy skula..

bwt DnT..

cnt wait 25 july seyy..

gt bday party kat umah kat ida..

i maybe going wit TTM..

chatting with khai.. ask hym nk ape..

kau nk ape uhk utk bday kau??
5:45pmKhairul:khai nak jam

5:45pmMe:jam?? jam dinding ke tangan??

6:04pmKhairul: debgar ke tak khai ckp ?*dengar
6:05pmMe:dgr laa..

6:05pmKhairul: ape .. ?

6:05pmMe: nk jam kan??

6:05pmKhairul: yes

6:05pmMe: akak beli kan k

6:05pmKhairul: tapi tahu tak khai kate nak jam ape ?

6:05pmMe: colour??

6:05pmKhairul: kakak tahu brand ape ? yg khai ckp no ? *ni

6:06pmMe: takmo yg mahal2 uhk ehyk.. kalo akak keje takpe jugak khai..

6:07pmKhairul: abeh kakak nak belikan jam ape ?

6:07pmMe: ade uhk..

6:07pmKhairul: ok
6:07pmMe:nanti akak gy shopping akak tgk uhk.. dun worry(= khai suke colour ape??

6:08pmKhairul: kalau boleh akak belikan baju atau t-shirt skali .. ok .. :D

6:08pmMe: khai pakai kemeje??

6:08pmKhairul:tak .. t-shirt

6:09pmMe: haha.. ok nanti akak gk kan de yg lawa2 tak..

6:09pmKhairul:abeh akak ckp ?

6:10pmMe: iye.. nanti akak beli kan k..

6:10pmKhairul: ok tngok yg lawa2

6:10pmMe:iye syg...

6:11pmKhairul:wekkk

6:11pmMe:haha..(=

6:15pmKhairul:thank you

6:16pmMe: welcum syg..

6:17pmKhairul: wekk

yesh!! happy!!

TTM da top up..

k laa wana go msg2 wit hym.. byebye

2010-07-08T00:13:00.000-07:00

hello hello dhee..
currently in school..
nk buat DnT..
k laa..
malas nak post panjang2..
byebye..
aishah love TTM

2010-07-06T21:02:00.000-07:00

bila ku kejam mata
dirimu yg menjelma

aku miss cousin
aku miss cousin
aku miss cousin
aku miss cousin
aku miss cousin
ok..
aishah daa tabah kan hati..
aishah daa lupekan dhe..
aishah daa tak love dhe..
aishah love my TTM
aishah miss hym..
p8 dhe low seyy..
takpe laa wait wait jee la for his msges..
aishah love TTM
aishah love TTM
aishah love TTM
aishah love TTM
aishah love TTM

2010-07-04T21:38:00.000-07:00

he loves me

he loves me not

hello hello dhe...

semlm go org khawin..

adam nye abg saudare khawin..

i was invited..

pegy with myraa n adam..

besh jugak uhk.. kekek..

dhen balek ard 5plus..

at home, nek ngah, tok ngah n pak long..

dtg karaoke..

yes yes..

again n again i am lying to myself..

saying that i dun love hym anymore..

but deep in my heart, yes i do love him so much..

why do i have to keep this feeling all by myself..

when ibu ask, hows rudy n u?

i will be like diam n walk away..

i keep running from all this questions.

everybody is like putting me to this corner..

what more shuld i do..

i just cnt forget abt u dumbdumb..

2010-07-03T21:09:00.000-07:00

ya iya, aku sayang kamu

ya iya, aku cinta kamu

kaka!!

is he the cutest?!

hahaha...

bt fuck.. brazil da out..

2010-06-29T21:28:00.000-07:00

jika kau yg ku sygi
dan yg ku rindui
kau tak fahami
apa yg terjadi

hello hello dhee...
mendak uhk now..
kat skulaa..
tgh chatting with xiao ahdy aka romeo
bored!
everybody like tgh main2.. tak bwt keje.. hehe~
me also..
later after sch maybe lepak-ing jap uhk.. wit adam n choteh..
dhen go school bacq.. got dnt..
k laa..
lazy blogg longlong..
bye..

2010-06-27T00:06:00.000-07:00

aku sanggop melupakan kau

cume satu yg ku pinta

agar kau tak membenci diriku

yg di sini maseh menyintai dirimu

hello hello dhee..

yesterday follow mummy go expo..

best..

tpy very sempit lorr..

coz ramai org..

hehehe...

k laa..

gtg..

nk continue msg2 dgn _________

secret... sshhh..

2010-06-26T00:52:00.000-07:00

_______ (insert name)

di kau ku cinta

ku kecewa jika kau berubah

tak sanggup kehilangan mu

aku merayu..

hello hello dhee...

k tdi aru alek jugak..

tdi tot nak tgk _______ maen bola..

de nike cup..

check2 da bez..

pey cepat....

he ajak go grandlink..

but i lazy uhk..

ddy; eventhough susah nak kalah kan dorg at least u tried your best.. n always noe i will always be supporting for u guys(=

dhen met up syafeeq kat depan sports hall..

lepak2 with hym until 2plus going 3..

dhen straight go home..

haiyoo..

k laa.. gtg laa..

nk go siap2..

wanna follow mama go expo..

tgk sharifah aini n penyanyi pop ye ye..

haizz...

k laa..

2010-06-25T06:07:00.000-07:00

ku menangis..

menyatakan..

betapa kejam nyaa diri mu terhadap ku..

urh... justin bieber..

hothothot..

yesterday.. hmmm...

go bugis..

wanna shisa..

dhen standard i lambat.. hehe..

dhen ask iqbal fetch me kat bugis inter..

dhen kite go jmpe yg lain kat sane..

dorg go carik tmpt..

dhen saw hym...

hmmm..

now tgh cube utk mengubati kesalahan ku..

wanna wish this guy above....

happy 15th birthday hottie!!

2010-06-19T21:55:00.000-07:00

gathering all my courage to say tht i still love u..

eventhough u maybe hating me ryte now..

hello2..

i still kat umah pak long..

n haven mandi..smile*

bt stll wangi(=

tk sabar 23..yeah2..

maybe g karaoke wit _______

atau nk ajak he go vivo uhk..

bole2??

gerek!!

yeah2..

n to _________

i am lying to myself if i say i dun love u..

i am lying to myself if i say i dun miss u..

i am lying to myself if i say i dun want u bacq..

what matters now is that i am ryte here still waiting for u..

2010-06-19T10:08:00.000-07:00

i noe u love me

i noe u care

currently kat umah pak long..

tadi de kenduri tahlil..

kecoh duh...

got to smoke..

wit kak yani..

she mcm tak surprised...

k laa..

want go mandi..

smiles**

2010-06-17T04:30:00.000-07:00

ku tersilap lalu terpisah

maafkan diriku sayang

berikan aku peluang lagi

untuk bersama mu kembali

having fever now...

haizz..

demam sape tah..

2010-06-16T19:43:00.000-07:00

sorry kalo bnyk gmbr justin bieber..

he is just f****** hot seyy..

found old msges that was given by ______(insert name)

"oh aishah... engkau laa bidadari hatiku.. sentiasa di hatiku selalu.. sepanjang hayatku..kini aku.. mengejar kekasih hatiku.. gadis itu adalah dirimu... sebagai teman hidupku.. hari hari... kita mula berjumpa selalu.. ku memandang mata mu cute itu.. membuat ku jatuh cinta"

"B janji dgn i that b takkan ual dgn jantan laen under catagory of ur ex, _______ n jantan luar.... janji?? i akan save ur janji tawu at my phone n my heart n soul.. b kalo mungkir janji.. b akan menyesal.."

"bby... i raser u better leave me ah.. my perngai daa berubah ah.. i maken kasi hati u sakit.. i m feeling so useless... hubby raser so weird.. i m like not the one i am few weeks ago... bby.. i noe in ur mind right now is also this right?? i am not a good boyfriend to have.. i sukae sakit kan hati u.. i selalu kasi u kecewe.. slalu kasi u marah.. maybe u need a guy that is better than me.. im not the right guy kan?" (nie part kite first tyme gaduh)

"hey bby.. hubby here.. hehe..im missing u like hell.. i think worst dhen hell..haizz.. lub u syg.. muaaackks.. i mish u.. haiz.. btw.. have fun at bali.. jgn naughty2 tau.. hubby dun like.. hehe.. takyah eply pon takpe.. takot ur p8 abes lak.. gd nite sayang.. muaaaccckss.. dream of me k? luv u today luv u tomorrow?...."

"aishah sygku... _______ nak mintak maaf atas smuer kesalahan i... ______ tawo ______ tk slalu kasi u hapi tp kasi u nanges sakit hati lg... ______ cube utk tdk jealous... ______ tk kcau u lg... ______ cumer menyebok jekk kat hidop u... ______ tawo ______ tk sepatotnyee mintak no. u pade mulenyer.. ______ tak menyesal tp ______ kesian kat u.. aishah selalu kener dengar kater ______... ______ nk mntk skali lg... aishah bleh uat sesuke ati aishah pade biler biler mase.. ______ akan lwn perasaan cemburu ______.. ini mungkin kata kata akhirku.. ape ape pon..INGAT NIE... ______ SYG AISHAH SELALU!! AISHAH AKAN SLALU BERADA DI SISI ______ UTK SELAMA-LAMANYA!! DRPD KEKASIHMU.._______ ....KPD AISHAH BBY AISH-CREMEKU"

actually ade bnyk lagy uhk.. nie semue kat hp lame.. yg bru penuh dgn msg R_____..

mcm takde keje gytu ehyk pagy2 blog psl jantan tu.. hmmm.. but who cares.. he dun mean anything to me.. only R_____ that i syg.. hmmm...

hmmm... today plan?! tah ehyk... mummy aru klua gy pasar geylang.. mcm takde mood nk klua.. besok pagy2 kene gy skula.. dhen de pit lagy.. mcm malas gytu iyerr.. seriously in no mood ryte now.. sape2 nk gy karaoke?? takpe2.. on 24th going ajak iqbal n ahmad go karaoke.. yeah! lame tak lepak dgn dorg.. hehe~

2010-06-16T03:24:00.001-07:00

i will never say never

i will fight till forever

whenever u knock me down

i will never stay on the ground..

i miss balek kampong..

nak balek kampong agy jugak..

i miss the fun..

i miss sleeping late just to watch world cup kat jetty..

i miss pegy tangkap ketam while singing..

i miss the karoake there..

i miss all my kaki2 rempit..

i miss maen bola kat sane..

i miss maen badminton kat sane..

i miss maen volleyball kat laut..

i miss sembunyi2 isap rokok..

i miss the ice pop kat sane..

i miss ambek barang dari kedai without paying..(semua masok buku, last day bru mum bayar)

i miss walking around kampong buka lagu techtonik..

everybody was like sedap pe lagu.. hehe

i miss apiz..

i miss going date with hym...

i miss lepak with hym..

i miss his ' walaupon awk tinggal kat s'pore, kite tetap di sini tggukan awk'

sweet kan.. haha~

ok..

he is like the paling hansem kat kampong tu..

ppm2 kat kampong semua suka kan dhe..

tpy i not interested..

sorry*

i miss most is everyday waking up..

klua umah terus nmpk laut..

wow...

besh..

i wan like tat everyday..

hmmmm...

aft N levels..

gonna stay there for 1 month..

hehe.. besh besh..

tak sabar..

my kampong

tempat yg tenang

tempat aku luah kan segale rase binget dan duga..

tempat aku mengetepikan segale nye..

hanye utk bersuke ria bersame saudare mara..

2010-06-16T00:34:00.001-07:00

hello...!

ok ya..

i am down with bieber fever!

isn't he the cutest?!

n to ________

i cnt accept ur love..

i m sorry..

i still badly in love with ______.

yap..

i love hym.. i won't easily give up on hym..

n thanks ________

teman me every time when i feel like crying...

hearing me out..

n mengharapkan the best for me n _______.

thnks my friend!

2010-06-15T20:34:00.000-07:00

so fucking stress ryte now...

urh...

quite mad at sumbody..

hati sakit gyle bile dhe buat gytu..

ape mummy ngn daddy da tolong dhe n buat utk dhe..

gini dhe bayar balek..

hutang budi bawak ke mati tau..

haizz.. i really don know what will happen to my _________..

i really hate this..

i sekarang daa kecik hati dgn korg..

now i only mengharap ________ sebelah _______ jee..

i really need sumone to talk to..

so f**** stress seyy..

but i got who kan??

hmmm...

anybody? just pycet lerr..

bye..

2010-06-14T23:23:00.000-07:00

2010-06-14T19:06:00.000-07:00

amcam cute pe??

hot sia justin bieber..

tak bolee angkats, bole tergolek2.. hehe~

he's so mine!!

thanks ehyk sumbody; for telling me not to give up on hym.. continue utk mengharap.. walaupun dhe kepale batu..

i janji i wont give up on hym..!

2010-06-14T06:43:00.000-07:00

2010-06-09T06:08:00.000-07:00

just wanna tell how much i love u..

u are the best guy i ever meet..

making me laugh always..

my heart breaks seeing us going seperate ways..

why i try to hold my tears back?

why cnt i let my tears run down my cheeks?

my heart n mind keep telling me how stupid i am..

how stupid i am..

i noe tt i love u)=

tried to cheer myself up by going karaoke or lepak wit my frens..

tapi lastlast i dok one corner dgr lagu..

termenung jauh)=

keep reading his msges..

i keep sei

c0z i love hym..

i just wish i could shout

tell myself how stupid i am.

2010-06-06T01:35:00.000-07:00

a song by sumbody

tenang laa syg dgn sikapku

yg tk pernahk au impikan selama ini..

cuba memahami diri ku yg tk mampu membuat mu sedih

tk sekali pon ku benci dirimu

hingga kau terasa
jika kau

yg ku sygi

dan yg ku rindui

kau tak memahami

apa yg benar terjadi
cinta ini tentu harta bagi diriku

untuk dirimu

tkkn ku coba utk menyakiti hatimu

dan cobala kembali padaku

yg menanti di hadapanmu..yg sygi

yg cintai

dan merindu...

...to be continued...

sombody* made this song..

dun hve to noe who..

just for me to noe..

tpy belom complete..

helping that person complte the song..

hehe~

hmmm..

sampai bile kite nak gini uhk b..

ampi mati ke??

hmmm..

tak eyhk.. pikir kn bole bwk maut sak.

cermin in my room daa pecah i tumbuk..

bile terpikir kan u..

bile kwn ajak klua atau lepak semua ok go..

tpy bile i nk jumpe ckp kene keje laa..

busy laa..

skula laa..

alasan tak tawu ape lgy u nk buat seyy??

haiz..

without fail, hari2 i tried call u..

tpy penah u angkat?

part num laen call tau angkat pulak..

haizz..

penah tak u pikir mcm mane i rase??

otak ade kan??

pki uhk..

if u dun ....

nvr mind..

malas uhk nk ckp atau pikir kan..

2010-06-05T23:01:00.001-07:00

bby boi; i ryte here waiting for your call..

did u noe that?

hope u realise..

i love yarr so much..

2010-06-03T05:35:00.000-07:00

hello..!

pic above?!

of course it is my bby boi..

love hym alot2 nye many2.. hehehe~

bby boi, i sorry laa for what i have done.. u changed alot laa seyy.. eventhough kite gaduh, i at least tak cntct2 dgn lelaki lgy2 klua.. haiz.. takde mase seyy.. i cume sayangkan u jee..

bby boi, ur bby gurl will always love you.

2010-05-30T20:17:00.000-07:00

heyloo..

i just balek singapore dari kampong..

bawak rombongan gi balek kampong..

semua kawan2 nek ngah..

ok..

jumpe dorg kat changi point..

sumbody was late..

my family of course..

orang tue tu peyh pasal uhk..

kat sane terjumpe tham(my uncle)

salam dhe n he gave me 10dolar..

hehe..

k laa malas nk update bnyk2..

nk tawo apape tanye sendiri k.

i miss my bby boi so much much..

i miss hym like hell seyy..

wish he would answer my call..

please..

nobody noe how i am feeling ryte now..

when u love that sumbody so much n he nvr msg u or cal u or even talk to you. how would it feel?? not ryte kan? maybe he doesnt miss me or love me? i dont noe.. alot of things is going through my mind.. i cume sabar menanti disini sahaje laa.. walaupon tgk org laen selalu msg2 call2 berkepet dgn matey dorg.. whle i dont noe what my own matey is doing.. how sad it is.. hati mmg sakit tapi tetap sabar kerna maseh menyayangi rudy.,.

Rudy; i will love u no matter what.. u will always be wherever i am.. u really just dont noe how much i love u.. pls call i)=

2010-05-20T00:35:00.000-07:00

i was a fool to have made that mistake

i was a fool not to see how much u love me

but,

how am i gonna say n prove to

how much my love is to u?

no matter what i do,

i cnt stop thinking about us..

all i have to say now that i'm sorry

i love you so so so much..

tah ehyk b

percintaan kite daa semakin ja0h..

tak serapat dlu..

i confuse..

but no matter what,

i akan love u jugak..

chill uh b..

on tt day, i call u , i msg semua tak eply..

abey mummy kasi i klua..

bey i klua uh..

i dgn dhe cume kwn biaser je tau..

i dgn dhe pey cite daa lame seyy..

i cume sayangkan u..

n dhe tahu i da de u!

i tak tahu uh..

maybe i have changed alot..

biar laa i telan nie semua sendiri..

biar i merane sendiri..

i lve u bby boi..

thanks zal, for hearing my cries n hearing me out.. thanks for helping me n bby boi baik2 balek.. i owe u seyy.. and all the singing of course! thanks ther bestie(=

thanks nana, for hearing me out to n all the advice u gave me.. thanks(=.. one day go out k..

tak kan lupe this k!

hamirul!!

ape makne gerobok??

salji(snow)

hahaha...

kekek ah lu bro..

huahuahua..

2010-05-18T21:54:00.000-07:00

nie pics kat kenduri..
kat umah pak long..

cannot see clearly kan?
hehe~
this is wat i did from the start of school..
just write abot him..
i hope all this end so0n ..
)=

2010-05-15T22:22:00.001-07:00

fuck off laa boi. haiyo0. i got bette things to do then making you jealous laa.. salah ke aku letak gmbr aku dgn bf aku kat facebo0k?? ape maks0d siak ka0 ckp yg aku letak gmbr aku dgn bf aku psl nk bwt ka0 jeal0us? hah?! like stupid kan.. perasaan aku terhadap ka0 daa takde.. dulu aku nmpk ka0 aku peluk tight2. now aku nmpk ka0 aku nak tumbuk ka0 pey muke.. urh.. bnyk uh keje faedah aku ley bwt dari bwt ka0 jeal0us.. kal0 ka0 jeal0us ka0 pey psl uh siak..

2010-05-15T10:03:00.000-07:00

hello love!!

hmmm..

still at pak long hse ryte now..

sleeping over laa..

tdi tgk bola dgn cuzzys.. was so f* funny..

syahmi was so asking me to shut up for asking alot of question..

hehe~

to0k alot of pics wit hym..

lepas all kenduri cmf kite take pics..

gerek*

(will post pics another day)

heehehehe~

i am so missing bby boi..

he haven txt me)=

he very busy laa...

nenek dhe very ill..

b, i doakan ur nenek get well soon k. u takmo risau n stress2.. i will be ther for u k..

hmmm...

if he is reading this..

i wan tell him how much i miss him..

i am so cnnt stop pikir wts he doing laa seyy..

he just tak tawu how i feel bile he tak msg or call the whole fuvking day..

today mcm tk gerek uhk..

i did not hear his voice for the whole day..

takpe laa..

i iust hope he noes hw much i miss hym)=

f* sad laa..

but was cheered up abit by tgk bola.. hehe~

k laa..

malas nk updat agy..

nk gy mandi.. hehe~

byebye.. nnt maybe try call bby boi..

choas..

2010-05-15T02:30:00.000-07:00

hello love..!

tgk tgk tgk!!

justin bieber, hot kan..

hehe..

abez uuh bby boi jealus lgy.. hehe.

daa rambut org tu daa tk mcm justin bieber kan.. huahuahua..

alala.. i tetap love u veryveryvery the much..

okok..

now kat umah pak long..

l8 lepas magrib de kenduri tahlil...

maybe tonite sleeping here..

hmm..

alaa cnnnt otp laa..

peyh sedih..

hmm..

my current mo0d mcm sad laa..

sumbody changed alot laa..

he like dun care abt me..

i dun noe laa..

maybe i am wrong..

we just w8 laa..

haiz..

feel like crying laa..

k laa..

byebye!!

nak bawak khai n ida go playground.. hehe~

sape2 nk ikut?!

choaz..

2010-05-13T01:03:00.000-07:00

hello

see!!

new skin...

yesh did it for 1 hour..

at last done..

hehe!

2010-05-12T01:12:00.000-07:00

fuck laa siaa... binget siak.. pasal org nk tagged gytu macam dhe nk delete all post tt i update kan.. sape sak tk sakit.. susah payah i buat.. check2 kene delete.. mcm nak ngangis laa siak.. thanks ehyk to korg2 yg tagged kat blog dhe.. korg nie mother fuckers.. hidop tak cukup kasih syg.. cybye!! tk senang ehyk tgk org happy.. abey he himself take action mcm gini.. delete post yg i postkan.. urh.. sakit hati laa siak.. buang semu aku peyh semangat laa siot.. pla buto laa.. diam laa.. aku binget.. susah payah aku mcm kene buang one corner siak.. urh. pape laa eyy.. fuckers...

2010-05-12T01:00:00.000-07:00

happy 1monthsary bbyboi!!

i love u so much....

muah**